Just do it, Just Play it !!

最近一直出錯
老闆交代的工作都不能如期完成
書到用時方恨少
記憶力也成自然指數衰減
哀 我完蛋了
會早死然後又沒成果
去死吧白癡 = =

讓我死吧
最好是一次秒殺
我不想在這樣下去
無限的輪迴
我開始膩了
該是做個了結的時候....

腦袋呈現暈眩狀態
好想好好睡一覺
頭好痛
硬撐了兩天
好像發燒了
我一定不能生病
拜託.........................><

老闆一定要我念台大
不過我認為自己的能力還沒到那樣的程度
可是兩位大老就是一定要送我進台大就是了 = =
他們給我這樣的鼓勵我很高興
但是一向沒信心的我就是沒辦法突破心理障礙
就現實面來說
我的確沒有資格唸台大、清華、交大
因為我還沒有具備這樣的能力去接受這些學校的挑戰
不過大老們說
人會因為環境而改變
學長也是用他以前同學的例子來鼓勵我
可是固執的我
似乎還是聽不太進去
不過倒是給我一些動力就是了
畢竟老大們似乎就是要把我丟進這三間學校
雖然讓我的壓力瞬間變的很大
但是也讓我比較想去拼拼看
因為之前真的覺得好累
每天真的都在一直期待吃便當的時間
我願意試試看
有鄭博士這樣的強者在實驗室
真的是不可多得
而且我還是給他帶
我想我也不能丟他的面子
衝吧~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
每天這樣搞
也該給自己一點回饋了
雖然總是比別人多花一倍的時間 也多一倍的辛苦
這是最後的旅程
再累也值得!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

一路走來
或許你覺得不可思異
不過其實我有預料到
或許我之前就是這樣吧
所以對這樣的過程特別敏感
不過這不重要
希望你放輕鬆 不要亂想
就跟以前一樣
越亂想只會把自己的思緒打的更亂
順其自然就好
至少我也是這樣看待
快樂就好 <(￣︶￣)>

空虛了好久
不過還是一如往常
沒有多個人陪伴
陪伴我的還是實驗
或許現在的我
根本沒有資格找個人陪伴
就算賺得了全世界
看起來好像光鮮亮麗
但得不到我真正想要的
這樣人生也是惘然
惘然的人生
迷失的我

茫
迷惘
錯誤的方向
最初的決定
出發點 錯誤
回不到最初
深陷
就那樣去吧
only just do it !!

換了新的樣式 感覺環境不錯
很適合寫東西
泡杯濃濃的咖啡
享受我寫的文章
是一大享受
哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!

今晚研究了一下我的電路
雖然是一小塊而已
不過我還是花了兩個小時把原理弄懂之後
再一直推導我的電路公式
終於被我發現它是啥電路了
大爽!!!!!!!!!!!
就等睡一覺起來去實驗室測試了
加油!!
我這次很有信心
感覺很對
衝吧!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我不會看到錯誤訊號的
哇哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(轉貼自東方小城)
只能陪你到這裡　畢竟有些事不可以
超過了友情　還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景
到底該不該哭泣　想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣　也開始懷疑
眼前的人　是不是同一個真實的你
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溫柔吻的印記 錯愛謝謝釐清
假裝私奔的童話會醒 但是有些夢我會藏心底
不期待得來的甜蜜 還有遲到的話語
離開之後 會散去
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曖昧讓人受盡委屈
找不到相愛的證據
何時該前進　何時該放棄
連擁抱都沒有勇氣
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午夜電影 冷氣房的靠近
想伸手的勇氣 看在眼裡
逃開的醉意 昏黃路燈曬進房間點亮過度自信
對不起 四處的小細心
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曖昧讓人變得貪心
直到等待失去意義
無奈我和你　寫不出結局
放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡
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朦朧比較美麗 最沒有負擔的體貼溫柔
頸上的烙印 唇上的薄荷涼意
雨中的火焰與黑色字體 暖暖我心
輕輕巧巧音符旋律 綻放笑容在閉眼的場景
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感謝今天下午暫時掰咖的小朋友
我們好久沒有一起悠閒的聊天
也好久沒有吃個飯了
說好我推甄上我要的學校要請我吃飯
你等著吧
你一定會請到我的!! 哇哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
再來感謝今天晚上目前有點憂鬱的傢伙
感覺我們越來越好
恩 不錯
今年我撿到的寶我想就是你拉 (去年是撿到樓上那位( ′-`)y-～哈哈)
考試加油啦 不要怕嘛
"JUST DO IT !!" really ~~
害怕只會讓人變的懦弱 變的沒有衝勁
名額雖然很少
不過反正現在你也沒事情
所以就好好拼吧
真的沒辦法的話大不了就算了
浪費人生中的其中一年買個經驗
我想應該是ok的拉~~ ^^
最後祝樓上兩位早日脫離苦海
也祝福我自己實驗順利
遇到問題都能自己想出來
不用去麻煩別人 (￣︶￣)Y

我很喜歡的一首歌
歌詞的涵義也很深
分享給真正了解內容的人
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why I Want You To Know
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me
(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . . Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.